so, today did come no matter how much i dreaded it. i broke down while hugging my parents at home. i just kept crying and crying. went to the airport at around 9. and, i looked awful. i didn't even care to comb my hair or whatsoever. who cares about looking nice when your parents are leaving you for a month? and, met my other cousins. and of course, my grandparents who were going for haj too. had around two hours to spend with my parents and grams. i cried with my cousin since she'll be missing my grams too as they are living with her. so, at around 11.45, my parents and grams had to leave. hugged them again. and then, they went inside the departure hall. obviously, i was crying so badly. i waved at them and all.
mum, dad, grams, have a safe trip. insyallah, i'll see you in 32 days time. till then, i'll miss all of you.
